So there are a few questions on the topic of suicide
Always keep in mind that there are three examples of suicide in the bible - four, if you count in Abimelech ordering his armourbearer to kill him - :
- Saul, who refused to give the glory to God until the end, even when the prophecy concerning his death was about to come true, he rather let his pride dictate how he died, than finally confessing he was wrong and dying glorifying God's Omnipotence and Omnipresence. This goes hand-in-hand with the lie that “YOU are the most important person in your life.” Which means that you are to decide when you live and when you die.
- Ahithophel, David's counsellor, who joined in the rebellion against David. His advice was defeated by Hushai, David's undercover-operating friend, and his pride withheld him from taking notice that his advice, which used to be good in David's eyes, was now corrupted; so, instead of returning to the king, he died serving the prince, the self-proclaimed king. Like wise, those who served God, yet fell away for easy days during hard times, shall be damned if they do not repent and return to God.
- And, the embodiment of all idioms concerning treason and treachery. Judas Iscariot sold his eternity for a few moments of glory on earth. And in the end, those who were to be his benefactors, cast him out in the same way they cast Jesus out. And the young man who was born blind. A good lesson to learn here: nobody likes a traitor, least of all those with whom he sided in his treason. There are many theories about the possibility that he might have been forgiven, had he asked; Jesus said in His prayer that He had lost none, except the one who was meant to go to perdition. Maybe because he had known and took part in the Heavenly gifts; maybe because his conscience ate him up and he thought not of asking for forgiveness, a chance to repent; whichever way, this last example is the saddest of all: he walked with Jesus, he proclaimed Jesus, he even worked the power of the Holy Ghost. And damningly saddening, they are all around us. Those who wish to serve the the World and gain God's "blessing," though in this case it means:
-popularity and fame
-riches, both physical and spiritual
-leadership positions
If God did not put them in those positions to glorify Him, they belong not there. But the Prosperity Harlotry dictates that all need to have physical riches, be popular and be in leadership positions. So much for being the least and servant of all... This leads to what i have seen a few times already: people, serious about God, being so desperate to have the proof of God's "blessing," that they, most times it seems unintentionally, chase the worldly grades. And sadly, when showed on the error of their ways, the first (sometimes second) justification is: "Who died and made you God?" or the alternative: "Who are you to judge me?"
To point out where one has erred, is to point out where there is a chance to make right, repent and be saved. Judgement, means to say that the time for repentance is over. That, is applicable to many church leaders, who have lead souls to hell after Worldly unity. People wish to hear all shall be forgiven, just go on with your life. Not that way. Ask forgiveness in the Name of Jesus, repent (turn away from the evil and live according to God's rule), and then go on with your new life.
Salvation comes only by hearing, understanding and obeying the gospel of Jesus Christ. Which only comes by the power of the Holy Ghost. Who only comes when sent by Jesus. Who shall send Him, to those who sincerely ask God for understanding of His Word.
I am one blessed, though it sometimes feels like a curse, with sadness for lost souls; with the ability to cry my heart out to God, for those i know are not saved and shall burn if they die now. Even myself, at times, when i notice that i have taken my eyes off God's glory and aimed for my own. Few be there, who will understand what these lines mean.
Be bold. Be strong. The Tribulation is soon on us, coming from within the church. 2012 is a true false prophecy. False, because God is not going to be on earth physically, ruling over His church, demanding the death of the Old Generation believers. True, because that is what the False Prophet is about to demand in the name of their god. Take note of Verichip and its PLD. Take note of the conglomeration of countries and states into ten mega-regions. Take note of the cashless society. Do not take part in the One World Government or the One World Religion: The Emergent Church, all religions united, lead by lucifer (satan) itself, in the final, ultimate rebellion against God the Father and Son and Holy Ghost.
May our Lord take care of all your needs according to His Will.
With love.